But my family has been at each other's throats. Two of my brothers don't get along at all. There were some nasty e-mails going back and forth, and I saw them. I'm not sure they'll ever get along, to be honest.
My aunt had to have surgery to remove her gallbladder, and I can't even give her a hug for support.
I also set up my schedule for Fall semester. I think it'll be good. I'm also looking forward to Spring semester.
But...
I'm homesick. I want to go home now, not two months from now. I feel like no one cares. I feel like I'm letting everyone down. I'm just not good enough. All my brothers want me to do is get through school as fast as possible, and it seems like they don't give a rat's ass about me beyond that. And the family I have around here doesn't seem to either. They haven't called in all the time I've been here.
I have a midterm and finals to take, a job to find, moving, and I'm sure there's more I've forgotten about.
I have so much to do, and I don't think I can do it.
Playing violin and watching The Testaments hasn't even really cheered me up.
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I have my schedule for winter semester all set up, and for added fun, it's even busier than last semester.
New Year's Resolutions
Blip about the Rhoxarie
For those of you who don't know me, I am currently a college student at Brigham Young University, and I am majoring in English.
I have a big family and a few close friends. I'm not what you'd call a socialite, but I don't try to be rude. I like to think of myself as pretty easygoing and open-minded.
I love art, but I'm not a very good artist, so most of what I stick up will be photography. Enjoy!
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